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Forgiveness

You must forgive him.
Forgive him? F*** you. F*** that. Never.
Iโ€™ll never forgive him, not after what he did.
Not in a million years.
He destroyed far too much.

Years go byโ€ฆ

You need to forgive him.
No!
I told you alreadyโ€”Iโ€™m not going to forgive him.
Not now, not ever.
He doesnโ€™t deserve to even be here.
He shouldnโ€™t be breathing.
Heโ€™s not even human.
Heโ€™s unfit to exist.
Heโ€™s a monster who should be executed,
But first tortured, terrorized,
Tormented with vicious cruelties.
If the state wonโ€™t do it, Iโ€™ll volunteer.

Years go byโ€ฆ

You should really forgive him.
Are you still talking to me?
Go away.
No. Iโ€™m not going to do it.
End of discussion.
Thereโ€™s nothing more to say. Heโ€™s guilty.
Period.

Years go byโ€ฆ

You may want to consider forgiving him.
Weโ€™ve been over this.
He doesnโ€™t deserve it.
Who cares anymore anyway?
Itโ€™s too late.
I mean, does it even matter?

Years go byโ€ฆ

Would you be willing to be willing to forgive him?
Maybeโ€ฆ but how?
Itโ€™s been so long.
I donโ€™t know.

Years go byโ€ฆ

Are you ready to forgive him?
Alrightโ€ฆ fine.
I forgive him.

No.
I forgive myself.

For those of us imprisonedโ€”not all, but manyโ€”
Weโ€™ve been beaten, raped, molested, abused, bullied,
Or worse, neglected.
And yet, for many of us,
The hardest thing we can ever do
Is to forgive ourselves
For what weโ€™ve done to others.

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