This is not my first time in prison. In 2006 I was sentenced to four years. I told myself I would never step foot in this prison again. But once again here I am.
Housed: York Correctional Institution – Niantic, Connecticut.
I have never touched a gun. My house was raided and they found 7 ½ pounds of marijuana. That wasn’t the real problem. It was the Tech-9 and extended clip they found. Losing my income from being sick with cancer led me back into selling drugs. As for the gun, I didn’t have knowledge of it being in my house. I wasn’t willing to tell them who’s gun it was, so I took the charge. I’m thankful to God and my lawyer because it could have been worse. I’m charged with possession of a firearm by a convicted felon. This is not my first time in prison. In 2006 I was sentenced to four years. I told myself I would never step foot in this prison again. But once again here I am. I tried hard to live a life without crime and I succeeded for a long time. I am embarrassed and humiliated. I am a mother of five grown children and three grandchildren and here i sit in prison. I should be home in six months and can close this chapter and move on to more positive things with my children and grandchildren. Thankfully I still have a job, a home and a car. I’m fortunate to have a lot of support from family, friends and my fiancée. Believe me I see the struggle in here and it’s sad. There are women that could leave here tomorrow but have nowhere to go. Some don’t have any financial support. I consider myself fortunate. My body is here and my mind and spirit are home with my loved ones. I live outside of these walls. Julissa shared she purposefully did not enclose a picture of her in prison, because prison does not define her.
If the goal of my sentencing judge was to make me suffer for the remaining days of my life, then she succeeded. I wish the goal was for justice not to punish a man for life for an armed robbery of a Pizzeria with a toy gun and $149 to support a drug habit. Will I die un-mourned and a disgrace in the eyes of society?